first off all …
ofc a Oink and a M(oo) for any of U ! <3
<3 a huge thx,
to the community and all those good souls we lost on the way.
… HUGS …
so first thx for the acceptance. <3
it turned out i am a so called "extro verted emphath with adhd within the authistic spectrum "
or something like that…
atleast thats my guess,
but those terms?
are mostly wrong and got a bad framing.
i am writting books to explain the spectrum´s at a later spot xD
for now its about the community and sure i am a weirdo,
lots see me as misfit specialy RL.
but the community sees your actions and gets your kind of heart over the time.
so i was lucky and got thousends of friends.
and a huge sorry for the times i cant remind clearly xD
i still love ya a lot !
but almost always it does not matter anyway ,
we just conect again.
- who knows maybe i had another update and u meet a new version of me anyway xD
point is i had so many great experiences , adventures and much more here.
and i got to tell a secret,
it all matters.
or nothing matters at all,
what do i try to say ?
its all about the experience and conections … that gives ya still growth and feelings.
wich matters end of the day =)
even more i got to say,
ty for the free online therapy 
i was deeply traumatized and didnt understand myself fully enough.
but helping others ,
did help me aswell.
i cam across funny shit last year xD
u wont beleave it and its a long story …
sorry to my close friends at this point xD
i know i am a pain in the ass when i am in a prozess ^^
i know my pms and shit are to long …
… but i am a author and i hold or try to make it short xD
all in all do i got to say.
i truely found here a second life and a hidden safe space,
with an awsome family.
what a journey,
i bow down in all respect to all of the good souls i met <3
gone try todo this year also a “little” thing as lovly payback …
… and also kick in the butt to those who deserve it
i am gone post stuff in the next month here or at other spots.
depending on the content and moderators mood 
and well about entropia as game …
it got downsides … bugs and interface changes xD … but also good points and the very best is the community =)
love ya all !
hugs
ps. no i am not drunk
its early and i am just stoned …
and sems i stopped drinking again anyway …
got to get shit done ya know xD
sooooo
i am sorry no more “beer hugs” …
… but …
lots of bear hugs !
bear hug
love ya guys and hope to see ya still for a long time ingame ^^
<3