The Beast's Diary

So, I keep thinkin I should start a diary, but then I think, nah. But I supopse it may be interestin to read back and be reminded of some stuff that I forget, I do have the memory of a goldfish afterall.

So, this shall be considered my first post, whenever I think I’ll start a diary, I have loads of stuff to put in it and then think what the hell, I can’t be arsed typin all that! I have nothing really to put in my diary today, so a good startin point me thinks.

Ooh apart from I finally managed to get a great mix on a track I been workin on, really pleased with it, but now gotta go back and apply technique to others, damn long job.

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So, I’ve been very quiet on the forum for a little while at the moment. I started a part-time job sales job on monday, that has somehow turned into more or less full time. I only intended to 3 hours mon-thur, but I got bitten by the sales bug again.

I kinda have a love hate relationship with sales, I hate the time it takes out of my day, but I love the buzz of a sales room and workin out the pennies I’ve made at the end of the day. It turns out the sales are easier than I thought to make, so the wage I was expectin to make is gonna be way higher, hence doin 6 hours a day instead of 3. It was also nice to see that at day 2, I hit 3rd highest sales out of a team of 25. Blowin my own trumpet, but hey, some-ones gotta!

I’ve been workin all week and I’ll be out giggin all weekend. I’m gonna be knackered I know, but christmas is comin and with 4 kids, its sure damn expensive. Christmas is such a great time, it used to be a bad time for me, but then I met Jo-Ann. Her family has always made a big deal out of christmas, and as she comes from a big family and is used to that, our time is just as great with the kids.
I havnt had much time to play PE. I hadnt played PE for a while until the recent mining madness, and I had to log in and have a shot, but no luck. Infact, I sold pretty much all my avatars stuff to buy bombs, but now thats done, I dont think I’ll be playin till I put more funds in.
Its quite amazin to see some of the Hof’s ingame recently, I mean how awsome must it be for the people gettin those!! Wow!! Gratz to everyone that was fortunate enough.

I just think it would have been nice for the huge ones to be split. I think even a 5k Hof would have had just as much effect if MA had kept it at that level. Infact, I think that if 5k Hof’s had been poppin up all over the place, and there would have been a good few, then more people would be talkin about it, and more would have had a crack at gettin one. That aint me bitter about anyone who got a biggy, (infact if it was me I’de be happy as a pig in shit), thats just my take on it.

Im a tad dissapointed with the Forum atm, and the members, not all I might add. The September competition was set up and all those who took part, took the time to post an idea, and also make a generous donation. Those who had lots of EFD, donated lots, and those who had little, still donated lots! And a full set of armour is there too. But anyway, the vote is on, its been bumped, re-bumped and bumped again(cheers Wolfy), and yet people still cant be arsed to show thier support and vote. I’m not angry pissed, Im dissapointed pissed. So if ya havnt voted, make me smile again and get ya ass over to vote:)

And now for something completely different, as Monty Python would say. DD’s CD came in the post, all the way from accross the Big Pond. First thing I notice before I open it, is the packagin, and by that, the padded envolope it came in. Whoever sent that CD was sendin something they were damn proud of. Nothin was gonna damage the contents before it got to its final destination.(final destination 2 is better than the first btw for anyone who aint seen it)

So, anyway, opens it up, and there it is, in all its glory. Lowlife Superhero’s first album, and a wad of stickers to boot.
The CD design is awsome, completely original. I like that a huge ammount and the booklet is very cool too, carries the theme accross. So, I obviously had to then listen to it. As ever, in my car stereo it goes for on my way to work. Now I gotta be honest, but I wouldnt normally listen to this kinda stuff. But I’m always open to suggestion, and I gotta say, listenin to the album on my way to work was cool.

There’s some great tracks on the CD. The musicianship is as tight as a nuns twat. The nakedness of the music is deffinatly inspiring. To get that much sound out of so few instruments was such an eye opener. DD’s guitar work is deffinatly acomplished. As I play guitar and have done for many years, my ears were firmly fixed to what he was upto. Its easy to overdoo, and play to much, and its also easy to play to little. The balance is spot on. Its also an easy temptation to fill a track with lyrics to try and get a point across as best as possible, however the lyrics are firmly placed in the album and leave plenty to the imagination, nice work.

The only thing I was dissapointed with was that, I wasnt at a gig, listening to it live. They’re the type of band that have to been seen live. I would love to have first heard them in a big bar, gettin drunk. That stage of drunkeness where you get the evil eyes. Where everything is cool, you are the coolest person on the planet and the girl you had your eye on all night is your next target. If DD tours the UK, I’m there, with the boys. If ya aint bought the album, wtf not? Trust me, you aint gonna have anything like it in your collection. There’s only one real way to make it when ya play real instruments and you are not manufactured, and thats to sell something that can’t be bought elsewhere. I think Lowlife Superhero’s gonna do just fine.:smiley:

Right, its 2am Im off.

P.S. This aint my Diary, its my soapbox.

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[font=Palatino Linotype]Sittin’ in the mornin’ sun
I’ll be sittin’ when the evenin’ come
Watching the ships roll in
And then I watch 'em roll away again
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[font=Palatino Linotype]I’m sittin’ on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
I’m just sittin’ on the dock of the bay
Wastin’ time
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[font=Palatino Linotype]I left my home in Georgia
Headed for the 'Frisco bay
'Cause I’ve had nothing to live for
And look like nothin’s gonna come my way
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[font=Palatino Linotype]So I’m just gonna sit on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
I’m sittin’ on the dock of the bay
Wastin’ time
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[font=Palatino Linotype]Look like nothing’s gonna change
Everything still remains the same
I can’t do what ten people tell me to do
So I guess I’ll remain the same
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[font=Palatino Linotype]Sittin’ here resting my bones
And this loneliness won’t leave me alone
It’s two thousand miles I roamed
Just to make this dock my home
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[font=Palatino Linotype]Now, I’m just gonna sit at the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
sittin’ on the dock of the bay
Wastin’ time
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[font=Palatino Linotype][font=Arial]Sweet, just sweet[/font] :slight_smile: [/font]

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EF is just a forum. Its just a place where people come and discuss project entropia. There’s a little arcade section and other fun stuff too. Its nothing more than another website, dedicated to another game…so how come its upset me today? I mean surely a site like this couldnt upset me. Am I stupid or somethin? Am I that pathetic that something that happens on a bloodywebsite should have an effect on me like this? WTF am I thinking!

Ah, hang on a moment, maybe its not that, maybe its because of the people I like, y’know, the relationship that you build with complete strangers around the globe. The internet has brought people thousands of miles away so close, that when they are upset, anyone with any level of empathy will no doubt feel it too. Its like were all connected by this huge ethernet cable to a heart that beats with the thoughts ideas hopes and dreams of each other. We can feed from each others ideas, grow and learn from each others mistakes and essentially benefit from global communication.

This is not just a forum, its a heart. A beating heart made up of many people. Thier thoughts and ideas affect me. They make imprints on my soul. They affect my daily routine and thoughts and ultimatly become part of me.

The people here constantly teach me new things. I am often surprised by peoples posts. So many of the young people here surprise me with thier levels of maturity. So many people who surprise me with thier kindness towards others. There are also some who surprise me with thier wit and intelligence. Thier are even some who surprise me with thier sarcasm and insults towards others. I know they dont mean it and if come face to face, they would offer a hand of kindness to anyone. They are not nasty people, they are just sometimes mischievious.

I have genuine love for everyone here on the forum. Love that I have for all human kind. Unconditional love that we all deserve as people with feelings and needs. The kind that offers a smile when you first meet. The kind that offers a genuine interest in you. The kind of love that says its really nice to meet you and means it. The kind that bids you a safe journey on your way home and wishes you all the happiness that life can bring to you and your family.

You may be wondering why I am making this post. Well in all honesty, it is my way of wishing you all the best that life can offer. Something has happened here that I dont want to be part of anymore. 2 great people that I have met and now mean a lot to me have gone, and it now leaves me feeling very sad about it. It is time for me to move on to pastures new.

I joined the forum some time ago and have loved every minute of it. Even when I was banned for a week for being an ass, I was still here reading and smiling at some of the posts. But now, it just sadens me and leaves me with a bitter feeling. I try my best to avoid things that do that to me, as there is already enough of that in the world without choosing it. I will miss the forum and the members, but I will do my best to keep intouch with as many people as possible. Anyone who wishes to shoot the breeze can mail tony@thefirstuk.com.

I would like to also thank MB for allowing me to be here on his forum. I would also like to wish him all the best for the future both personally, and for his forum. As I have already said. I loved my time here.

I would however just like to say that I think MB made a terrible mistake. To ban someone from a forum is one thing, but to then try and publicly humiliate them by talking about what went on via pm is very wrong. A private message is private. To then discuss it in such an insulting way is just plain horrible. MB is not a horrible person, but that was a horrid thing to do. I really hope MB can see that. I have never seen him act in such a manner before and hope he doesnt ever again. MB has set me straight on a few things and Im setting him straight here. DD has always done his best to back up the EF as has Svet. They were valuable members, but now they are gone and Im sad about it.

I will be donating all the EFD from the september competition to MB, keep you votes going please and I am sure MB will send the EFD to the winner. If the winner would like to email me directly, I will ofcourse still pass over the set of armour I promised.

Good luck to you all, may you all Hof soon, especially on your biffdays:)
My kindest regards to you all, its been a breeze.:slight_smile:

Tony

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