Suicide's Diary

[Suicide]

Well. I guess this is kinda like a PE blog. So here goes the first entry.

Last night i was up quite late giving things away at pheonix. The noobs have really responded well to the game, and i see people who have won other contests in the past recognize my name and say things like “What the free thing tonigh Sui???”. It is really cool. I think that i have changed the way a few noobs think about people not in OJ and see that some do respect them.

Looks like Otto might join up, you all probably remember him from the night i had a horrible exp. He was cool and i offered him SttM membership last night. So hopefully we will have him on board soon. He has the attitude that we are looking for and the noobs in Pheonix obvisouly respect him which is cool as well.

Thats about all i did last night. I tried my luck at skilling but the loot was sucking bigtime. I know i went out to skill. But a few PEC here and there doesnt hurt. After like 14 Cornundacauda in a row with no loot i said screw it and went to Pheonix.

Sold all my ores and enmatter at auction and got a few hundred ped. Bought mines and probes and fixed my shit all up nice. But got sidetracked and didnt drop anything. Probably do that tonight.

On a personal level i am moving hotels tomorrow. Going from a shitty extended stay america, to a much nicer Staybridge Suites. I am here in PA for the next 3 months. I might as well be comfy. The Staybridge has a REAL office chair. So my hours spent in front of the screen won’t kill my ass like the cheap hotel chair that is in my current hotel.

Guess thats it for now. Hope to see you all in PE!

Peas!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Well… got moved into the new hotel. Life has gotten much better for a traveller stuck in another town away from home for 4 months.

The hotel has a MUCH FASTER internet connection that i will be able to actually resume my downloading tv shows and what not off the internet. Also, my PE connection, which when i COULD get on i generally got bumped several times a night, will be back to close to what i am used to.

More room about 70 TV channels.. last was about 9, and all for $20 more a night. Oh, plus there is a breakfast bar and room service.. which didnt exsist at the last place. So for now

Now to log on and play some PE!

More to come!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Went hunting with Numa and Tom last night. We decided to kill some robots. Loot when very well. For once looting was pretty good. We all broke even, maybe even a bit of a gain. We looted a GSI which is now on auction.

So with that we did very well. Better than we have in awhile. So it was pretty good. Also broke even mining which has been awile in the making. So anyway, I am off to get a little game play in before MB party tonight which should be fun.

See you all there!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Well, things went well for me yesterday and last night. I was able to loot about 150 ped and a cayad lamp, an A104, a Ba Implant, and full TT lesser heal. Then went hunting with my soc m8 numa and got jack shit.

My connection dropped and he got a 13 ped drop and thats when i got the lesser heal and 14 ped. I guess MA hates us as a team. Altho we did get the GSI that sold for 160 ped. So i guess it could be worse.

Still at work today. Waiting for some DR servers to reload. Probably be here for most of the night. So no PE tonight… ahh.. ill prolly jump on for a few minutes just to check out how the lamp is going at auction.

See you all soon!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Been having some luck in PE hunting recently. Mining for me has dried up completely. 100 peds in mines and about 25 ped worth of stuff. But hunting has been good.

So i broke down and got a Soc apt. Three of my soc m8s and i went to check it out last night. Its nice! Its in TI City and is on the 20th floor. The TP is right outside the door and there is an auctioneer and storage facility there. Nice view as well.

So we went out and bought a bunch of stuff to put in it. Chairs, rugs, bookshelf. Its coming together nicely. There are a couple of things i dont like about the stuff tho. The carpets have that look like someone tripped over it. That kinda pisses me off. The other thing, i wish there was a way to let Soc M8s drop stuff in there as well. I plan on using it for storage and the like, so it would be nice to allow certain people to store stuff in the apt. Maybe its just me tho.

Anyway, im not sure how much we will use it. But i paid dues for 6 months so its gonna be SttM’s home for at least that long. Thinking about buying a hangar, but that will be in the future, and if i can ever find one.

See ya all in game!

Peas!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Another day. Mom was in this weekend so most of the time was spent hanging out. When she went to bed i was playing a bit. Had some decent drops over the weekend but nothing substantial. No globals or anything. So i keep trying.

Gonna give mining a shot again. I see that all my old spots are no longer any good. So i am going to try some new spots. Kill along the way and see what happens. Get my normal 6 - 8 hours a night back in. Sad.

Anyway, finished off getting my ghost armor. I had all but the arms and gloves (well and face but i have a nem helmet as i dont like the looks of the masks) and purchased those last night for a decent deal. Nothing really amazing, but it wasnt bad and i wanted it right now.

At any rate, just gonna pack my stuff up here at work and head on home to log in. I read about system being down. I hope its back up or back up by the time i get home.

Suicide

[Suicide]

VU fever. A day has gone by and another VU has been released. As usual the angry voices are the loudest. I personally like it. My skills are increasing quickly. The loot still sucks, although i did have an 11 ped drop and a 6 ped drop, so nothing much has changed there. The wind is pretty neat. The only thing i dont like, as has been the largest complaint, is the radar.

I currently use a ARR8000 for my main wep to kill evil big baddies. The radar kicks in right in my range. But several of my soc mates, including me, use marber plasma rifles. Well, the range on a plasma rifle is longer than the radar shows. And i thought, ok, no biggy. You just sight the mob, back up and shoot. Well. The mob disappears as well. So, hmm. Oh well. Mini updates tweaks etc.

Had a noob race again in pheonix and gave away som FAP5 that i had looted. There were 4 of us this time, including me, numa, zoe, and otto. We had good participation and at the hight of the race about 8 people involved. Only one jerk around, which was pissing of Numa, saying because of his name he must be a fat ass. But being the calm people we are, we ignored him as most people were truly being cool and interested in the race.

Thanks, once again, to all the participants in the races and thanks to all the SttM members that made it a success.

I had fun as always. Lighting up the face of a noob give me great pleasure. Hehe. And it was cool Otto joined us, as it was in this manner that we met.

See ya all in game!

Suicide

[Suicide]

I am so frustrated and pissed of I can barely stand it. I didnt want to post this in the main areas because they are my thoughts and I really dont want to see another friggin whiner vs. anti-whiner whiners about the VU. But here it goes. Hopefully i will look back on this and laugh.

Its about, of course, the VU. Up until today I had no problem with it. I was skilling fast, when i crafted i got tons of BP. Went from 170 LB to 660 LB over night. So i was pretty friggin happy. Last night I got global last night. Nothing serious, but it was pretty cool. It had been literally since the DAY the last VU was released. But oh well. My soc mates were doing really well so there was hope. And i have had my day, what goes around comes around and all that.

So today, running a little low on ped, I made yet ANOTHER deposit. One i shouldnt have, i said i wouldnt. I have put too much into this game. But what the hell. Luck was on my side. Then i decided.. WTF.. i havent mined in quite some time. One of my soc m8s hit a 219 gold.. so obviously things are going alright.

BIG. MISTAKE.

Let me start by saying, that when i went “mining” I actually went wasting tons of ammo and armor decay fending off EVERY FRIGGIN type of useless no loot dropping mob that could possibly attack me. I came across areas that before had 5 to 10 mobs i could avoid. What i came across was WALLS of RED dots.. some of them not even walls but HUGE red dots and several of them. Nothing worth wasting ammo on. But i had no choice. I found myself standing in the middle of mobs circled around me with nothing to do but wade through these useless mobs blasting away precious peds worth of ammo for little, or more then not, NO loot.

That was frustration #1. Then.. the lag. The lag has gotten incredibly worse. I was firing time and time again at point blank hitting nothing. Skills going up… but no damage.. then they would hit me three or for times and i would score a hit.. then 3 or 4 more shots with nothing. Then on top of that, i found myself dropping a mine.. and standing there 3 or 4 seconds waiting for it to actually drop. THEN, when it finally did drop i would hit detontate and wait another 4 or 5 seconds for it actually to blow.

I am a system administrator for UNIX machines and have been around servers for about 10 years now. I dont understand how MA could add like 5 times the mobs and expect that it would counter the lag by reducing the radar by 1/2. What friggin difference does it make if YOU cant see them.. the SERVER knows they are there… which means you have increased the server load by 5. Which is evident also when the whole server just STOPS for 15 or 20 seconds. First time i logged.. then i actually waited one time.. everything came back.. 15 to 20 second LAGS? This has never happened in the 1 year i have been playing!

I tried to keep and open mind about this. But the lag.. the lag.. oh GOD the lag. EVERYWHERE you go, along with the pure inability to mine effectively just made me angry. Some of you are saying.. but suicide, they are working on tweaking these things. Ok. Cool. But the solution is NOT to clear out the mining areas. Then whats the point. They will stand out like a sore thumb seeing as how there are shitloads of mobs EVERYWHERE.

The solution as I see it? Reduce the mob level. I never bitched about the amount of mobs there are. But then i was never a big hunter. But i would guess the people that DID complain about it didnt think. Man, i wish EVERY SQUARE INCH OF calypso was COVERED in mobs. And if they did i would like to kill them.

So in the end i just said, screw this. Told my soc m8s i had to log for the night. I was getting mad and frustrated, one of the things that i have NEVER done with PE even after dumping loads of cash in. I enjoyed it. Today. I was ANGRY.

Anyway, i feel better already getting this rant of my chest. I will use PE as a 3d chat program because i love my soc and my soc m8s. But MA arent getting another friggin DIME outta me until they address these issues.

Suicide

[Suicide]

Been awhile since my last update. So here it is.

Today was a great day in PE. I havent played in a couple days cause i am broke and PE always makes me wanna spend more. So i jumped in and spent my last 100 ped on ammo to go shoot up some troxies. In the end i got a GSI and 30 ped profit. They were dropping really nice tonight.

I sold the GSI in like 30 secs at auction for 110 ped. So with my CC up to 300 ped i thought it would be nice to share the wealth with some noobs. Me, Zoe, and Mazzy187 headed out to pheonix for some more noobs races. We had a little mixup in the beginning but all went well. We had a race tonight from Pheonix to Billys sponsered by Blaise who donated 20 PED :eek: worth of stuff outta the kindness of his heart. Just came up and gave me an EP40, an EK 2300 and an EK2500… for the race, he said.

So thinking 20 ped worth of stuff should be more challenging we ran to Billys and back. GRATS TO MOO WHO WON FIRST PLACE. Also thanks to NULOKI who gave up 50 PEC outta the kindness of his heart. Wearing orange, its obvious he wasnt rich, but did what he could.

I wonder sometimes why i only see us in pheonix doing this. I know other groups do it. But not only is it a cool, and fairly free thing to do. Its protecting your investment in PE. Without the orange group we have no one to be the next depositors and help us all get rich.

So that was the fun of the night. Thanks to everyone that participated in the races and especially thanks to those who donated to us to give something to the winners. You didnt have to, but you did. Thanks!

All you in orange keep an eye out for us. We pop in whenever we can to give something. It may not be shadow armor. But we do what we can.

Thanks.

Suicide

[Suicide]

Another day another buncha ped. Last night was an ok night for me. It didnt seem like it was going to be that good as things were looting utter shite. But as the night wore on things kept getting better.

I was about 60 probes into my en matter with jack all to show for it when i followed a vein to a substantial. Woo Hoo!.. oil… wo ho. BUT, after my 1 hour of drilling i ended up with 74 ped of high grade oil and about 100 levels in drilling. Day is getting better…

Its getting late and i have a few bucks in my account so i decide to look for some new areas to hunt, i like ithaca for troxie, but it gets laggy and the loot is up and down. I need somewhere better to hunt. I run around looking for some argo as they have been dropping HoF recently. 3rd one i kill i get 27ped and a GSI (global skill implant). Hmm… things looking better. Thats really a second hof because they sell for about 120 now (down from 200 before the VU :mad: ) so its looking good. Oh, and to those who bitch at the radar, like myself, i realize that when they have a mob that is red from the VERY EDGE of the radar, he will fuck.. you.. up.. I confidently run towards the red dot hoping for the big payout. First thing i see over the hill is spidery arms… Shit. Spider alpha. Fire one shot.. think, WTF am i doing?? and stand there waiting to die. Death comes swiftly.

On my way back out i find a huge bunch of troxie and argo and molisk. Happy at my find i rambo my way through all them. Get some peds, nothing exciting, and am down to 1900 rounds of ammo. Shit, gotta run to town and figure what to do next. I have 70 ped and no ammo, and armor is need of repairs. I see a little molisk adult to the left, “Screw it, HoF can come from anything.” This thought crossed my mind, BAM 196 ped HoF. So i run back to town happy as a clam in dirt.

I run into DD and chat for a moment. Try my luck at a crafting HoF cause i wanted to make it a 3fer. Didnt happen but i broke even at least, and got some skills. Logged and went to bed.

I am anxiously awaiting getting home, cracking a nice cold brew and seeing what adventures i can get into tonight.

See ya in PE!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Just got back from Washington DC with my son. That was fun. We saw things from air and space to all the memorials to everything. My legs are sore as hell. It was an excellent weekend. I have always wanted to take my son to cool places but being from florida we only hit the disney and orlando area stuff.

Which is funny. because here in pennsylvania that is where people want to take thier kids, but there is so much cool history and stuff here up north.

I was born in Ohio in the USA. I got used to being a northerner. The things around here that we all take advantage of. But things up here are cool. I love the smells and i love the sights. All of the original history of the USA happened up here. The whole forming of the country, the founding fathers, all that happened up north. I am not saying i dont appreciate the south and all its contributions. But if you really love history, it all happened in a small area up north.

I was also glad that my son was all about Lincoln and Dr MLK Jr. That was the stuff he wanted to see the most. Seeing as how his mother and I are from the north i figured it would rub off on him and i am glad it did. Not to diss the south and all that it offers. Because i consider myself a floridian (lived in florida for 13 years now). But people up here are so much nicer. The place smells so much better.. and should i say, the grass is greener up here.

Being up here for work i am more thankful for my upbringing in ohio and they values that were instilled in me.

On the other hand i am ready to go home soon. I miss my family down there (these are my close friends and fun that i have there, as they are always there for me regardless of my craziness, and always support me and miss me). I have always had lots of friends as it is easy for me to make them. But the last 3 months i was in clearwater i met some really cool people that i consider good friends and hope they will always be my friends. I miss the hot weather, i miss the palm trees, i miss my bed, i miss my stuff.

I am probably going up to maine for the 4th of july with my son and my mom (her boyfriend has a nice house in Lee, which is in the middle of nowhere maine). I am looking forward to that. I like to see all the states i can. My wife is from england and has seen lots of countries around the world and i have never been outta the states, BUT i have seen about 45 outta 50 of states and dont think i should leave till i see everything here. I enjoy new cultures, but i am also one of those that think that i should see all the cultures of my own country before i can compair them to the others of the world. Some would see this as being close minded. I think of it as being very open minded. I want to see everyone around the US before i pass judgement on the people of here.

Lots of people like to catagorize “americans” as a certain thing. Rednecks, Rascists, Bush lovers, Etc… I have been all over these states and for the most part love the people i meet. Granted the people up north i find more favorable. But we all are pretty cool people. We all dont fit into the mold of the stereotypical “american”. And i think its hard to catagorize an “american” as the more i travel the more i see people from all over the world.

Most people probably havent read through all of this, but thats ok, because this is more for me than for anyone else. I guess after being in washington DC i realize that this country was formed with a bigger meaning. And altho lots of things recently have lead people to believe that we all think the same way, i have found that we americans all think totally different. That is what makes us what we are. We can say, do, and think, things that arent popular opinion. But in the end we are founded on the right to say these things.

To end this long ass rant that most people have already closed, i will post one of my favorite quotes.

“I may disagree with what you say, but i will fight to the death to defend your right to say it.” (not exact, but you get the picture).

Anyways, DC was a great trip that made me rethink the way i felt about the USA. I think that if you have negative things to say you should visit DC instead of florida, and see what we are all about, and if you cant do that, then check out the other 50 states, as there is something for everyone and most people are cool as hell.

Suicide

[Suicide]

As the work day closes out i think about a nice cold beer hitting my tongue and logging on to PE for a little gameplay. I broke down and bought Guild Wars last week thinking “WTF? For $50 i never have to pay another dime, if things get bad its always there”. I have played it for about 3 hours total. PE time has been about 30 hours. I still think PE is the best game out there. You have to be able to afford it. But if you can it really is the coolest.

Got a call today from the company who is contracting me out to the place in PA i am in saying they heard i am doing an excellent job and want to offer me permenant employment early. The deal was originally that i would work this gig (the PA thing) for 4 months and would be hired on perm with them after. So i think its pretty cool that it would be offered earlier. The money i am making as a contractor is better by about $19 an hour. But i wont have to worry about the hotel. Bennys are taken care of etc… so i think its a good thing.

Time has flown by and its off work time for me!

See you all in PE!

Peas!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Its been awhile since i updated this so i thought while i sit here i would throw a couple updates in to let everyone know whats going on.

Since my last update i have played the hell outta PE. I have put loads of money in and it consumes all my time off. I was a bit worried at the money i had dumped in, but i figured its a hobby. And i talked to some friends and co-workers that play paintball/golf/etc and found that i have put a fraction in to my hobby that they do in thiers. I bought a ARR8k for $30 and was wtf was i thinking… Then a buddy showed me his $2000 paintball marker (gun) and i realized that it wasnt so bad! I have played video games since i was 6 years old and got my first Atari2600. I was hooked since then. This has always been my hobby.

So i got a decent 517 ped Ally guard the other night which is my first BIG HoF… or my biggest i should say.

We SttM did some noobie races. Other than one person, who i dont even remember his name, was cool. There was another that was frustrated that the rules werent explained and was pissed. But i told him that we did this with ped OUT OF OUR OWN POCKET and this wasnt MA but the kindness of our heart and he apologized so it was all cool.

Thanks to Hooters for helping with crowd control! She was shhhhhsing everyone and it seemed to work! We brought our new guy ICK to the event. He was shocked out how much a pain in the ass noobs can be. We got a good one!

Anyways thanks to all that participated. Someone even mentioned that he had played for 3 years and it was the most fun he has seen. Then gave 5 ped donation to the fun!

Thanks again all! See yas in game!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Hey there readers of my thoughts! Hope you are all well!

For the past 5 days i have been hunting ally. After my big hit i started hunting the hell outta them. They paid off pretty well a couple days ago and i ended up with two top lamps, and a kitchen table. Always love getting items! Then it just kinda dried up.

So last night i got my VAT100 and some ammo and thought i would try atrox again. That was a good idea. I ended up making 70ped above ammo which covered my gun repairs. Also they were dropping GSI as i got 2 of them. So i now have 6 GSI in my storage unit. I am waiting for the prices to go back up. I really hope they do.

After that I contacted mazzy187 and we did a little team hunting. We tried doing trax land and killed a couple traxOA and Alphas. But they werent looting worth a crap so we headed to NE TI. We got attacked by a trooper gen1 and 3 traxes. I fired off 3 shots and CTD. DAMMIT! i come back expecting mazzy to be toast. But he is standing there smiling.. Check your inventory dude! Turns out as i logged he killed the trooper for a 54 ped global. We hunted on. Looted an A104 worth about 16 ped. Ran for some warr and my connection died. So that was it for me.

I have been getting frustrated with crappy loots. But it looks like it picked up. I just need to stop hunting one thing and move on. I hold on with both hands waiting for the big drop and it just doesnt some all the time. My best loot off trox was a 33 pedder and like 5 ped worth of wool. And the 2 GSI of course. I remember when they were 200+ ped. so the 80s and 90s they are going for now is frustrating.

On the work front i MAY be going to the middle east for work, pending security clearance. Not sure if i can get past it, but honestly i’m not sure what they are looking for. If not i will be off to somewhere else as i have about 3 weeks left in PA and then on to the next gig. Monday was my first day as a perm employee with the consulting agency. So finally after 3 months i will be getting bennys again.

See ya all in game!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Hey all you suicide readers! Hows things?

Today is my last day in PA(that’s Pennsylvania not Port Atlantis). I am headed home tomorrow. Turns out i have Interim Security Clearance, so i am possibly headed to the Middle East for work in a few weeks. Gonna miss PE and friends, but I will enter the wonderful world of world traveller. Plus make some serious extra cash along the way.

Things have been crappy lootwise in PE for the last several days, but last night i broke even on ammo and logged to start packing up my stuff for the long drive back.

I ordered myself a Dell 9300 Series laptop all decked out with 256mb Vid card, 1 gig 'o ram, 100 gb hd, 17" display, long life battery, etc so i can play games while i am on the road, as it looks like there will be a lot of that in the coming months. I then found a %40 off coupon on the internet!! :eek: Which ended up saving me around $1000.

All my in game peeps, if ya dont see me much this weekend, i am headed home to Clearwater FLorida!! Buying a kegerator when i get home and having a big ass party!! 3.5 Months away from home really is a long time, and as of today that time is up!!!

See ya all!!

Suicide

[Suicide]

I AM HOME!!! WOOO HOOO!!! Sitting in MY chair in MY computer room!! So happy. I have some photos to post of my journey. But that will be later… Gonna check PE and see whats up!

Suicide

[Suicide]

I am now sitting in a hotel room in Austin, TX. My company is doing a hiring event and has asked me to come down to participate in it. Pretty cool really. Get to meet all the people I have been on the phone with all this time, and get to interview some n00bs holding the future of thier employment in my grasp! MOOOO HAHAHAHA…

Anyway, i bought a kick ass gaming laptop seeing as how i am going to be on the road much, although it isnt the lightest thing, its more powerful than my desktop and a HELL of a lot lighter than pulling that thing around. For the tech nerds in the group its a Dell 9300, 1.73ghz, 1 gb dual channel DDR ram, 80gb hard drive, CD/DVD burner, nVidia 6800 go vid card with 256 mb of ram, and has a 17" widescreen. I found a %40 coupon on the internet so got a great deal for it. Oh, it also has a SD card slot so i can take the card right outta my camera and put it in my laptop (didnt realize that till last night! pwnage)

Gonna hop on PE and see whats what on there before i iron all my clothes and run out for some food and drinks.

see you all soon!

Suicide

For those of you who have never been to Austin, TX, USA here is the view of downtown from my hotel room.

https://www.planetcalypsoforum.com/gallery/files/5/9/0/100_00782_thumb.jpg[size=1][br]Click to enlarge[/br][/size]

[Suicide]

Wow, its been tons of time since i posted here to the diaries. Lots have changed and yet things remain the same. I have found a new love in life, its a girl that plays PE. No names mentioned cause i dunno if i should. And the thoughts of moving forward are oh so happy. Thats all i will say about that, but i could say 10 pages more.

I will be leaving for Oman soon. Its the country thats east of Saudi Arabia. I am headed there for work with the US government. Let me just say that i am totally against the war in Iraq and yada yada yada.. but there is a chance to become a world traveller and make some money whilst i am at it. And i can hardly wait. Oman is a very peaceful country and there are other teams of people that will be headed into places where they will be shelled every night. I am not a hero. I dont want that. I never joined the army, etc cause i really dont look forward to being shot at or whatever. Where i am going to be is a nice place… A hilton, and a big car. So its all good for me. The only thing that i am really not digging is the plane ride. I work in a job where i travel all over the place and ride lots of planes. But man, i dont like it. The take off for me is the worst. Call me a coward and whatever. But sod the planes. So Oman is 30 hours total. I will be in London for a short layover. So to all my brit friends, hello!! It will only be 2 hours, but another country and one that i have never visited. Then off to Muscat, Oman. Staying in a nice hotel on the beach. Should be loads of fun. From there i must drive 4 hours southeast to an island off Oman to the next site. I just got my international driving permit… $10 and a photo and i can drive anywhere in the world.. insane i know.

From there i drive back to Muscat, to catch a plane to Salalah, Oman. Staying in a hilton on the beach there. Gonna be a 70 mile drive to work everyday over a mountain… and i can hardly wait. Then fly back to Muscat fot the ride home.

I know that i said that i wasnt ready to be an international traveller. But man i am ready now. Plans already made for a trip to australia at the end of the year that i can hardly wait for. Then mayhaps next year ireland. The sky is the limit. I am ready to check out the world and see what happens.

I will be online while i am in Oman to check things out, but mainly i wanna see what the middle east and Oman have to offer. So mainly i will be out and about checking out the local sites and what not. If anyone has been to Oman, specifically Muscat and Salalah or is from there please let me know. I would love to know where to go and what to do.

Until next time (and sorry it has been so long, i know you all love to read about Sui and his life :P)… PEAS!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Hey all!

Holy crap its been awhile. So i got back from Oman (not Jordan) and it was a blast. Had a great time seeing the “world” then back to florida. I was in florida for 3 days then got a gig in Ohio. So i got to go to my moms for thanksgiving (an american holiday for which we give thanks for kicking the native peoples asses and having this beautiful country (yeah yeah.. dont PM me. Please.))

So i get to ohio and my company says to me. Nope, you need to be in Detroit. So here i am in detroit. Its all good cause in like 16 days i am headed to australia to meet my soc m8 and love Zoe.

I have been meaning to update this more regularly. But ya all know how that goes. Never as planned. I will put up photos of my trip to aussie land to show yas how cool it is. I still need to put up the photos of Oman as well.

Sigh.. Never enough time.

Gotta hit the sack now, but i have a feeling that my new gig (i say gig cause i am a consultant. so.. its like a new job but i am still working for the same people.) should be interesting.

Love you all people of PE!

Suicide

[Suicide]

Sitting at work bored as hell. I havent any IDs to any of the servers so there really isnt anything I can do until I get them.

Had some fun the other night with Zoe at the rig. To all those i killed, please dont take it personally. I just like to screw around. Some people get so upset and start throwing bad names around and its really not necessary. If you get killed at the rig do the same thing i did. Just move on. Its not that big of a deal. I have died more times than i can count. Never got mad.

So anyways that was fun. Pissed away about 600 ped in ammo and that doesnt include repairs. But i was working on my PVP skills. Which i might add are getting much better as time goes on. Next on the list (maybe tonight?) is to get some plates. Zoe was telling me about her exp. with the new plates in PVP and they sound devine.

Time counts down to my aussie trip. Seems like forever away when i am sitting here in this tiny cube in the hell i call Detroit, but they keep peeling off day after day w00t!! Long flight doesnt even concern me this time. Ready to get there. Meet Zoe and young’uns and be in the warmth!

4pm… guess i will wander outside for a smoke.

Will say in here as well. Still need a Splicer Detector for our hangar… So if anyone has it please let me or any of us SttM m8s know!

Hope all who reading this are well!

Suicide