hello, ive never really made a blog so bare with me.
I guess i should tell all of you a little bit about myself. (you all wanna know, i can tell :laugh: ) Nabi is my last name, i was born in saskatchewan living in ontario both in canada. My family is afghan but i'm too white compared to them :silly2: i've been mistaken for greek, italian and one time even russian but i think the guy was wasted :silly2: .
Graduated from high school and currently working in a supermarket (man you all wouldn’t believe the stupidity of some customers). For example, a lady comes up to me and asks “umm..do you work here?” no i wear the uniform for fun :rolleyes: and “wear is the apples?”…turn around…
Youngest of 3, sis moved out lasted year and got married and bro moving out end of october after he gets married. I’m currently taking a year off to work and help the family before i go to college (i’m thinking either firefighter, paramedic or carpenter)
Each post i make will include what i’m listening to and i listening to music all the tim cuz i always listen to music while surfing the net and playing pe 
As will as a quote from a movie, book, friend etc.
Music - Nine Inch Nails -only
Quote - (it's big one :D )
I think psychedelics play a major part in what we do, but having said that, I feel that if somebody’s going to experiment with those things they really need to educate themselves about them. People just taking the chemicals and diving in without having any kind of preparation about what they’re about to experience tend to have no frame of reference, so they’re missing everything flying by and all these new perspectives. It’s just a waste. They reach a little bit of spiritual enlightenment, but they end up going, ‘Well, now I need that drug to get back there again.’ The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug.
[right]-Maynard james Keenan
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Well this week was fun, working 6 days straight and then on my day off they call me to cover a shift at 7am. I wasn’t every happy but it’s more money for me.
After that shift i slept for 11 hours (i was still tired 
) but after i woke up i started playing pe and thought to myself "i worked 7 days in a row with more work tomorrow i think i deserve something for myself " so i bought me a vigi set from a soc m8 
and damn do look sexy :yup:
Today i got a mining global of steam (64peds) and sold it for 110 (i didn’t have a cal on me so i guessed the price) and i team globaled on a drone gen2 (62peds) no screens cause i was too happy to care
Today i helped my brother sanding the walls at his new house, lot of work being done family from our side and his future wife’s side helping with the house. And i found out that i start fasting next month, boy that’s gonna be fun.
Today was my day off.....errr yesterday by the time i'm posting ;) and i start work in 2 hours (start at 5am) :cussing:
Music - The Dust Brothers - This is your life
Quote -
We first fought the heathens in the name of religion, then Communism, and now in the name of drugs and terrorism. Our excuses for global domination always change.
[right] -Serj Tankian
Singer of System of a down
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It’s been awhile since i logged on ef, mostly because of my lazyness
On a happy note my bro got married saturday and we finished moving the big stuff into their house.
the follow is what i feel but not all of it
Rant time...
You talk about saving the earth....you talk about decreasing pollution...your full of it
You say these things while driving your suv....you say these thing while pumping your gas....you do nothing
Yes i drive a suv myself…you call me a hypocrite…yes…i believe you can call me that but with just one minor detail..i walk most of the time…driving is a luxury but sometime a necessity for instance: driving your mother to the doctors or shopping for food and clothing…i walk to the store if i need a small amount of things…i walk to work and back…i bike to downtown through the bike trails down the mountain
I don’t feel i’m saving the world..i do what i do for the sake of doing it, yes it’s easier to drive but i’m 18 and feel better than when i was younger and full of energy ( i lost 20 pounds since i started riding my bike and working more )
each passing day is harder to make sense of this world but i’ve realizied that all we really need is to make sense of a part of it and keep ourself busy and that is where in lies the hard part of making sense of a small piece and that’s how i keep busy
I stopped drinking all alcohols last month…what does a 18 year old benefit from it…i still have fun with my friend so it’s not the end of the world…i made some decisions in the pasted few months that will shape my future..i know what i want..what i need and the steps needed to progess for the sake of a happier life
This world is filled with sadness…my advice is this…hold the ones you love and never let go…let go of the ones who hurt cause in the world of this they add to the problem and it’s their fault not yours, you think you can save them… in some cases you can but it comes with a high cost.
I have loved without being loved....sad but true, my problem is my shyness hopefully i can get over it but meh...
In the wake of the hurricane my heart goes out to the people currently living in and around florida and i wish all the luck in getting out of this ordeal
Music - Nine inch Nails - the hand that feeds
quote - (lyrics this time)
A perfect circle - let's have a war
Let's have a war!
Jack up the Dow Jones!
Let's have a war!
It can start in New Jersey!
Let's have a war!
Blame it on the middle-class!
Let's have a war!
We're like rats in a cage!
It already started in the city!
Suburbia will be just as easy!
Alright ok lets get things started first rl
I’ve applied for a full time position at work for the night shift (12am-8:30am) The pay is good (14/hr) and it will help my family alot in these times. I had an injury at work thrusday morning during the night shift (i’m currently working the night shift now so I can do a better job if i get the full time position) a emply skid fell of my toe and now the nail is coming out. It hurts but I STILL works the following night shift, I wanted to show my commitment for the full time job;)
Now IF i get that job, i’ll be able to get finally aquire the armor and guns i want in pe. What armor you ask? I’m thinking tiger since it has good stats and it’s named after my fav animal as for gun, i’m not sure, i want a laser rifle and the mk5 is the likely choice unless they make an mk6 
Current song - System of a Down - Roulette
Quote - [font=Times New Roman][size=3]Kids, you tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is, never try.[/size][/font]
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well well mr diary…thought you could get away eh?
first on a funny note (i saw this and laughed my @$$ off)
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not much to report in the canadian war zone but i did get the full time job, now i can pay a large chunk of the bills and still have some for pe
but since it’s full time and nights i only have time for pe on weekend and maybe an hour or 2 on weekday
got the new system of a down album (yes i still call it an album) and i’m loving it, now i’m waiting for them to come to canada
with the job i can now start looking for upgrades in pe, now noticably an mkV and tiger armor but DAMN the prices are insane
tt+3k for the mk5 and tt+1-1.5k per tiger part
makes me think if i should just get nem or jag hell boar is cheaper than tiger now but these prices will drop after the lg hopefully
i’m thinking of getting a tattoo but not sure of what (something that i won’t regret when i hopefully reach 40 years old)
oh damn i feel a rant coming on...
is this right? should i live this way? is it selfish to care about people more than to care about yourself?
I’ve basically cut most of life’s ambitions and goals in order help the family. Is that screwing me over? maybe it is but I AM NOT GONNA LOSE THIS HOUSE $!*# THAT…the way i see it i can pay off the house in approx 8 years but i’m add 2 years to be sure so when i’m 26 or 28 my job will me done and i can move on and continue the life i haven’t started
my work isn’t that bad 13/hr and in a year it goes to 19, not bad for working in a supermarket lol…it’s funny the night i was soo worried about losing the house i couldn’t sleep then the next day i hear that a full time job is opening in our department…lucky…maybe…chance…possible…divine assistance?..unknown…
end of the rant
current song - system of a down - tentative
quote - “The one thing I remember about Christmas was that my father used to take me out in a boat about ten miles offshore on Christmas Day, and I used to have to swim back. Extraordinary. It was a ritual. Mind you, that wasn’t the hard part. The difficult bit was getting out of the sack.”[indent][indent][indent][indent][indent]-John Cleese
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hello fellow players,
I just reliezed at work, i'm insane but i'm the happy kind :D
Guess you have to be to make sense of a fraction of this world.
I've gotten into the habit of taking walks after i've come home from work..well..after a little pe that is :) I enjoy it because if clears my head and gives me time to think about different things. Some kid at work was telling me, when i got there early to work, that if we need the extra people to work the night time christmas rush that he'll skip school. I slapped him upside the head and told him that he should go to school and get a better job so he doesn't end up here ! It's weird, I barely know most of you but yet i continue to write what goes through my mind, maybe it's because I don't know you and it helps and it's hard to express this to someone i know. As of now i look out my window and see a red sky, damn i love winter. The cold doesn't bother me, i love the snow but most of all i love the red sky. Soon i'll get a webcam or digital camera (since my bro took it when he moved out ) and post a mug that you don't wanna chug *ooh yaa*
Bah enough about me and lets get to know the pe me :D
Another week and some globals to show for it, damn ml35s and mk5 are going up in price, people have too much money. Well they work for it like me and they can do as they see fit. More ATH in mining and NO it doesn't bother me. Gratz to all of them, some have been playing for a long time and are only getting a fraction of what they put in and some only play for a year or less gets one but that's ma's way of giving hope to the newcomers. *sigh* a week goes by and a fellow player is racking up the globals/hof in everything (ya that means YOU duke :laugh: ) I sold my vigi armor, got over double what i paid for images/smilies/smile.gif and now i'm deciding what to invest in (new gun or armor) fellow players suggest a new gun and i'm leaning to a ml35 but damn the prices are too high, 2 months ago it was tt+2000 but now it's +2500-3000 i mean come on what the hell is this price jacking, to some the 500ped difference is no big deal but this is me i've strenched my budget, calulated everything i need to pay and how much i can put into pe per month as well as putting away additional funds just in case i need it (not pe related). lol oops there i go again, well guess i can settle for something less for now until i get my own juicy hof
current song - system of a down - soldier's side ( i like system, sue me :D )
Quote - this song hits me emotionally
System of a down -soldier's side
Dead men lying on the bottom of the grave
Wondering when Savior comes
Is he gonna be saved
Maybe you're a sinner into your alternate life
Maybe you're a joker, maybe you deserve to die
They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back
They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find the truth
He's never going home
Young men standing on the top of their own graves
Wondering when Jesus comes
Are they gonna be saved
Cruelty to the winner, Bishop tells the King his lies
Maybe you're a mourner, maybe you deserve to die
They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back
They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find no truth
He's never going home
Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me
Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People on the soldier's side
There is no one here but me